The Matrix Anomaly
The world is changing. Standing on the sidewalk, surrounded by rivers of people, all rushing to be somewhere, I can feel the change in their every step, in every vibration of the sidewalk beneath their marching feet, in the rustling of their clothes, the ringing of their phones, the voices coming from their earphones, the keys jingling in their pockets, and the sighs emerging from their lips as they hurry on to face yet another day of their journeys.
To them, those journeys seem so meaningful and purposeful. Yet, I – a matrix anomaly- see them for what they are – aimlessly wandering through the false currents of life created by someone else for their benefit and forced upon those lost, drifting minds.
But change is coming.
I know I don’t belong among these drifting souls who, in truth, don’t have much soul left in them. I feel a deep sense of not belonging and relish it. As a child, they told me that not belonging is the greatest curse. They taught me that being so drastically different that I don’t fit in any mold our society offers is the doom of any individual.
They convinced me that the only way to succeed in that made-up journey they called life was to fit in, conform, and be one of the many similar people in my surroundings. Finally, they instructed me to listen and obey, fulfill, like every other child’s expectations, and develop into the man society expected me to be.
But that I could not do.
The Rise of The Matrix Anomaly
Headstrong. Rebellious. Stubborn. Too independent. Flouts authority. Uncooperative. The labels were plastered on one after the other. And soon after, the diagnosis followed – ADHD, the go-to diagnosis for so many people like me. And in so many cases, so wrong, the matrix anomaly is born.
I take in the aimless wanderers around me. I wonder if they can feel even a fraction of the change I can feel as I stand among them. Still, I wonder if they think in the deep and hidden corners of their minds that their aimlessness will soon end.
Will they understand that soon they will transform into more accessible, fulfilled versions of themselves and finally live lives filled with true purpose? I want them to know all that. Sometimes, I even tell them the truth. But by the way, that truth is received, I know that humanity still has a long way to go. This change is slow but approaching, like thunderous clouds sluggishly but deliberately rolling across the sky to bring about a purifying thunderstorm and cleanse the air to prepare it for a new beginning.
The End of Old
For too many years, humanity has been an unknowing victim of different strict and unyielding regimes that have made it impossible for any individual to become anything more than a cog in the machine. For the past two millennia, we have lived in the Age of Pisces, the age of materialism and consumerism, conflict and war, intolerance and fanaticism, and globalization.
Humanity has moved away from the search for self. Everything individual and soulful was sacrificed to create what the world regimes needed the most: malleable, gullible, scared masses that were easy to manipulate and control. Oppressive governments and religions were created deliberately to impose rigid rules that humanity was forced to obey. To make that process easier, each person was brainwashed and indoctrinated systematically from a very young age.
The rulers carefully designed everything in people’s lives to strip each individual of everything that made them unique. As a result, the rulers could use humanity as a tool according to their liking, resulting in a loss of autonomy for the people. The Age of Pisces was the age of humanity’s slavery to the artificially created matrix so well-disguised and impenetrable that it survived for two thousand years. And now, it is finally coming to an end.
The New Beginning
Humanity is slowly preparing for the subconscious transition to the new age. I observe the people around me and wonder how long it would take for humanity to become individuals again and break free of the shackles they’ve worn for so long. But humanity will not have to go through this transition unguided and alone.
I stand on the sidewalk and observe the society passing me by without acknowledging me. I know that some see what I see and understand what I know. There are freethinkers out there whose minds are immune to manipulation, whose souls carry the wisdom of the ages, and who have the knowledge and power to lead humanity into the new age.
I need to discover them with my mind, connect with them, and feel their presence in my age-old soul. I want to reach out and touch their auras to bring us one step closer to the imminent collective transformation we eagerly await.
So, I give in, and I close my eyes. I spread my arms like wings and lift my face toward the sky. The whirlwind of all the rainbow colors surrounds me, spinning so fast that it doesn’t even notice me. I am entirely unaware of my existence among them. But I am there, the anomaly in the Real Matrix, standing perfectly still among them, existing outside the rainbow: the vibrant indigo.
The Mission
Yes, I am headstrong because my mission is more important than anything. I am rebellious because I use the power of reason to see through the lies of government and religion. So, I am focused on my mission through independence because I know I can’t rely on the system.
I resist authority because the rules they want me to obey are not for my benefit. I do not cooperate with treacherous and manipulative regimes because I know they only see me as a tool. Moreover, I am an empath, a visionary, and a creator, so I do not need to be studied, diagnosed, and treated.
I am an indigo being, a matrix anomaly, and an Aquarian Mystic. I am one of many chosen ones, and we are here to bring about change, to lead the people from the age of slavery into the age of freedom.